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#1. I am still pretty much irritated that diary-x.com got shut down. all my posts... all my tags, links...not like i'm super tech-savy. i have to get a new tagboard and redo my html code!!!!!!!! arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!! and all my lost blogs.. i want them back.

#2. honestly, i throw most of my thoughts in my diary and call up my friends that by the time i blogged, there's pretty much nothing to say.

#3. gosh, i hate myself sometimes because of all the things that i screwed up on.

#4. how come no short-term jobs??????????

#5. imperial treasure ox tail cooked with red wine is good.

#6. why Genting?

#7. i NEED to get started on so many things.

#8. Life. you grow up and you eventually wake up and realise the stuff that's coming. God, i feel like i'm not ready. Didn't feel like i'm grown up and mature. I'm a bit scared of the possibilities and responsibilities. I know everyone gets it eventually. Sigh, i just want to get it right, get things right. Get my life right. then, erm, i don't know what exactly is right. maybe i do, just that i'm not sure. and yeah, i'm going to reach and fly, catch me if i fall k, so that i can try again until i'm in the sky.